12/5/10

the funny thing about love

it can be ;

~ the most unfair thing

~ the thing that can get some bitch killed / or nigga (depending on how u look at it)

~ how “they” can LAUGH at something that’s not even funny ;

~ they always in your business

~ everything is supposed to go “their” way and NEVER yours

~ the happiest moments in your life

~ && the worst .

~ it’s blind

~ unkind

~ inconsiderate

~ unbelievable

~ time consuming

~ a fucking lie …

… all of it

but the REAL thing about love is

~ its unforgettable

~ its what you wanted

~ and no matter how deep you go or how far you travel – it’s always in your heart.

~ you can’t run from it

~ and it can’t be timed

~ it life …

like it or NOT

 

((no love lost – no love found))

10/26/10

Life

There is so much to say about life . Where does anyone find the time ??

Life is ;

So immeasurable ; There is NO TIME to even express true thoughts , feelings , emotions , critiques , EVERY MEMORY , EVERY HEART ACHE , etc. Life goes on – it doesn’t stop moving . Every minute is something special , every hour is 60 times worth , every day is abundant , the weeks are GRANDE , the months , years .

 

So unpredictable ; Who knows the next time one will get the chance PERIOD . Second chances are a God send but not everyone gets that .

 

So Beautiful ; You get the chance to breathe , the chance to love , to sing , dance , write , walk , talk , make a difference , be a change , touch someone like never before , hurt someone , create , reproduce , express yourself , learn , live , experience , and DIE . There’s beauty in it all

 

So Unfair ; Because of all the pain and sorrow , guilt and shame , depression , anger , sin .

 

Life is soooooooo many things , but like I stated before ; Who has the time to say it all ?!

What’s life mean to you ? Are you living yours to your full potential . Everyday is special , everyday is a gift . Are you thankful ???

 

- Think about it =))

9/1/10

Identification

I worry myself all too much .

I also find it a problem when I'm asked "how do you feel ?" and "what do you mean ?" and even "why'd you do that ?" . i'm going thru (what i think is an identity crisis)

there's not alot of people i know who can admit to that but WTH , idc ?
i do alot of things because it feels good , or it feels right and at the end of the day thats what i want my life to be ! (i wanna feel good !!!) but strangly enuff , #shitgotold.


i've been very naughty ,
i've been very good ,
i don't like alot of people ,(why ... idk , frankly don't care)
why am i even typing this blog right now ?? lol

it's just sooo much going on wit me .
i'm content with my life and all the subjects in it but why ????? IDK ! wow

i guess my message is : ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO JUST SIT DOWN AND TALK TO YOURSELF , ABOUT YOURSELF . come to some realizations you NEVER KNEW EXISTED ! be able to know yourself IN and OUT ! don't fool yourself becuz your environment calls for a certain behavior. BE YOU .

(you are you -- this is truer than true . There's no1 out there that's more you-er than, well...YOU .) a lil Dr. Suess for ya dawg ass .
i'm out for now

8/12/10

ITS BEEN SO LONG



wow , its been over a year since i've blogged and alreadyy -- you're outta the loop lol.

thus far :

i've become well aware of my talent , and i'm expressing it more and more everydayy.
i'm not the young little BITCH i used to be . now i'ma more MATURED ONE ; lls
i've lost some shitty friends and gained some amazing ones
i'm single , but still willing to work on every flaw that disengaged my past relationship .
well , i'm still HOTT as FUCK ! haha
i'm different , in every aspect and that makes life BEAUTIFUL !

got some new pix TAKE A LOOK .
luv u guys <3 !











ciao babyy x0x0x muahh !

2/15/10

When enough is ENOUGH

There's plenty of situations where enough is ENOUGH !
Today's topic is "Friends" ((notice the Quotations)) lls

So when is enough , ENOUGH ?

If you are uncomfortable around these certain creatures to the point where u can't be in the same room with them . Then it's about time you DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT ... or LEAVE . Enough is ENOUGH. You can go around discomforted all you want , but who wants to be uncomfortable ??