NUMB

goodbye Apathy.

it's a feelin' that surprises me .
how i can feel this keyboard, or my fingers pressing every key is still unknown to me. I'm numb.

nomore feeling inside of me.
energy=gone.
emotions....pointless.
numb.

the...i spent a portion of my life concentrating on something more than myself-i hope i don't get hurt-and i hope i'm not wasting my time-but start beginnin' to realize that i could possibly be....feeling.
numb.

goodbye Apathy.

not even if i tried my hardest to cry will tears come about.
i guess they're tired too.
laying in a fetal position, posted to my mattress....numb.

mind blank, can't think to wander.
motivation, inspiration...numb.
truly deserving but always getting the short end
of the stick...smh...

Goodbye Apathy