Wut's Yo Deal?

ok.... so obviously [[unimportant people]] feel the need to cross the line.
idk here??? should it be this serious?
\\let's take a look see//

=File{Case}No.1= (the other "friend")
Someone you know is in a relationship. They have this "friend" that they haven't been talkin' to in a while. (in some instances;;ignoring this person)
The reason is obvious. Ur friend's girlfriend doesn't like the hoe...OOOO -- "friend"
(my B)
So the lusty lil slut -- "friend" -- goes to ur friend and is concerned as to why he abandoned her. Y doesn't he talk to her anymore? Her feelings are hurt...it's not fair...blah blah blah BULLSHIT. And to let it be known to ur friend's ((raging, hot-headed and totally outta control)) girlfriend, the "friend" posts something on ur friend's wall.
of course the statement is wrong...cuz the lusty lil bitch is DUMB.
of course ur friend's girlfriend said something back.
of course this has been goin on for 24hours.
of course
of course
of course....
((should it be that serious??))

=File(Case)No.2=(freshmeat frenzyyy)
Handful of the freshman girls attending JU are fast in the ass, all in the grass, have a free pass, need to join mass, harass all they class, needs prayer and a glass --of oil!
((stamped))
((should it be THAT serious??))

=File [Case]No.3=(Roommate , who ?)
HERE'S WHERE SHIT GETS REAL !
Roommates don't necessarily have to be you BFF ! NO, like really . you don't have to like a BITCH . (no sweat) . sooo , drama occurs in the year of 2009 right before 2010 . 2010 is nearly gone and what happens ??? SHIT gets brought up AGAIN ! and NO silly , not by me ((cuz this Case is about me and my "roommates" )) , or ANY1 who cares for that matter; but by a roommate who is gone . FIN . DONE-ZO . sooo , apparently there have been "rumors" (which i'm sure are true) about an ex-roommate who is STILL til this day - talking shit- HAHA . my personal response to that is POSTING THIS BLOG to TWITTER and FACEBOOK because at the end of the dayy NO ONE CAME TO ANY1 ABOUT THEIR PROBLEMS TO THEIR FACE ... SO OF COURSE , KNOWING ME -- THIS HAPPENS =)) there was also word of a recent/former roommate who was the ex-roommate's inside "man" calling her up , telling her SHIT that happens at the JU . smh . its beyond me , and honestlyy IDC much . i know without a doubt that what my ex-roommate said about each and every1 of us .. YES US (me, B , A , and W) will come to light . cuz 4real , the girl ain't ya friend . smh haha but oh well . i consider this FILE CASE CLOSED . FOREVA ! =))

##Who gives a f*ck??? huh, huh? NOT meeeee!##
-more to come-

NUMB

goodbye Apathy.

it's a feelin' that surprises me .
how i can feel this keyboard, or my fingers pressing every key is still unknown to me. I'm numb.

nomore feeling inside of me.
energy=gone.
emotions....pointless.
numb.

the...i spent a portion of my life concentrating on something more than myself-i hope i don't get hurt-and i hope i'm not wasting my time-but start beginnin' to realize that i could possibly be....feeling.
numb.

goodbye Apathy.

not even if i tried my hardest to cry will tears come about.
i guess they're tired too.
laying in a fetal position, posted to my mattress....numb.

mind blank, can't think to wander.
motivation, inspiration...numb.
truly deserving but always getting the short end
of the stick...smh...

Goodbye Apathy

When Life Comes Full Force.

Death. ugh. sucha horrible fate. I know...
but people say it's a part of life.
sooo my question to that would be...what happens next?!
is there a real purpose for life other than that imfamous "after-life"?
it's soooo unclear to the living and not recognizable becuz the only ones that experience life after death are our loved ones that left us behind....

Faith. I believe that God is with us even now!
i have no choice but to believe that Jesus is the Son of God and that one day he will be back...
i also believe that God is the only God but is subjected to many other faces.
it's only fair to believe that every religion is focused on "their" God...and their God is the same as mine...just a different name.
i also find it fair that one will be held accountable and find their fate based on their studied religion...

call me crazy but that's just my philosophy.

It's been a lot of recent deaths and i never some to grips with asking God...WHY?
i just mourn and find a comfort place to keep myself in.
We're in our last days...there should be nothing worth stressing over but the love/fear of God and getting our life in order.

Redirected ENERGY!

currently: chillin' wit my Godsis and this blog is all about me 2day!..i mean can i get personal on my own shit!?! :-p



sooooo...i've shifted.
yet again..another summer...another type of energy.

REDIRECTION of my current energy...
I've defaced my FACEBOOK...cuz like they say some things are better left unseen &&unsaid.
it became frantic and sorta redundant...so i'll replace my facebook when i feel all that negative energy is dissolved!!!!

FACEBOOK=the root of all evil...((depending on how u react to certain bullshit!))
well i must say, i've had my share of SHIT....so wuts done is done.

completely turning my life to GOD and a search for employment...can't waste time on headaches unwanted...soooooo YES!

--everyone be happy for me!--

"you can't help anyone/anything that doesn't want it..."- like they say!!
so i stop trying...until i get the same efforts...

for now.... :-)

That "FEELING"

ok ok ok...

"so it's gut instinct at first.
like something's the matter but u don't know wut.
&& ur insides are turning, and ur head is hurting a lil worse than normal.

wut do u do?
wut do u say?
how do u feel?"

In every relationship there comes a time of testing.
Testing every situation known possible to either make/break what u have.
It's not wrong to feel a certain way, as long as it is first content and acknowledged by ur spouse.
In every relationship should be;

Trust/Honesty
Connections (spiritually, mentally, emotionally, physically ;-p)
Communication
LOVE <<((well that's obvious))
but most importantly...Understanding!


I've been down many-a-roads ((hahaha...that's hilarious))...where i've seen relationships tumble damn near dry because a lot of these components were left out.
I'm not Dr. Phil or Oprah so my opinion may very differ from urs...but i feel like at some point in time couples are gonna have to open their eyes to LIFE.
LIFE meaning, not just their own.
When commitment comes to play...it's not always about urself.
It's about u, and ur connection wit the one u love....

i'm tired of this love jibber-jabber but maybe someone will understand besides me, yea?!

GN!

2Wrongs

CURRENTLY: in GA for memorial weekend...nice lil get away from home! yay



ya know,
i never quite understand y girls blame guys on being dogs
when they the same damn way.

??

i mean, i know that not every female is accustomed to cheating, or wrong-doing,
but neither are all guys.

Respect and Equality go hand && hand when it comes to how to treat ur spouse. u both just have to be on the same level....on the same road, doing the same speed limit, just cruising! lls

i'm not one to judge, cuz that's the last thing i wanna do...
i just wanna understand:y blame it on ya dude or chick??

it's just another case of 2Wrongs.

((Btw...this isn't to all males or females...it's just to the ones who mysterically blame it on the opposite sex. OPEN UR EYES)) <<

Getting Started

So i'm guessing this is where i introduce myself....?
NO!?

whew...ok...cuz i thought all that info was seen on my profile already.
just vibin' in, letting the world know wut to expect from my whole "blog experience"

soooooooo:
1. this won't be my "diary" being that i have one of those composition books filled wit personal data! lol. i love the web but not so much where my BUSINESS is just out there! ((sooo we all understand this isn't an everyday thing right?!))GREEEEEEEAAAAT!

2. if u don't like phrases like ::lol, lls, lmao, omg, btw, etc:: then OBVIOUSLY u came to the wrong place. SO MUCH TO SAY IN SO LITTLE TIME so its a must that i type like this!
((btw, i don't spell words full out either...it's not to get on your nerves...i just don't wanna get on my own))!

3. i'm very open and opinionated when it comes to certain issues so i'll address them...here....i guess. I'm also great wit feedback, and request soooo YAY!

4. artistic, satisfying entertainment is wut i'm here for. yea it'll get dirrrrty at times but 4real, i'm here for wut i do. (WRITE, TYPE,WUTEVA) oh...btw I'M FIERCE...! (it's always good to support yourself, ya know?)

5. i take the things i post seriously...duh!? i wouldn't post it if i didn't want pple to read and respond to it.

6. the rest is up to u to decide....so gather all thoughts, request, opinions...and let's have fun shall we....!